| lostinobsession ( @ 2007-01-05 16:58:00 |
Surpriiise
Johanna just sent me a message that she had decided to study another semester in Vienna and that I can thus live in her room until the end of June. Yes!!! I feel so weird about it, cause I had halfy already said goodbye to the room and the flat and Julia and I already cried because of it! lol and now I got more time left than I've been living in it so far!
Life is good sometimes. :) Of course the sad moment of goodbye is only postponed, but I'm still happy. Just a bit worried whether my parents can afford it...260 € is not much for a shared flat in the city, but it's more than 200 €, and if I moved into the student's dorm I'd only pay around 200 €. there are even student dorms with only 120 € for a room! (it only has 10 square metres then, though, and is about 10 minutes from university, which is already much in göttingen ;) )
But yes, that's great and now I can enjoy the january without always thinking "these are the last days before you gotta move out"
Less wonderful is the essay I just wrote for Philosophy. Never in my life have I been writing such a fucked up, crazy bullshit! I talk about how morals could be seen as a being and we (mandkind) long ago chose to only stick to those moral rules that are good for how we work in a society, so that being moral is a combination between choosing the rules but still simply instinctively go along.
At the end I no longer knew what I was actually up to and I still don't know it now, which is why I decided to stop it and look at it again when i'm back in Göttingen since I don't have to hand it in before January 16.
lol I kinda always saywthis moral-planet in front of me, hanging somewhere in space close to the earth and every being always chooses its morals from it.
Oh, and yet another surprise: I learned that Friederike's returning from her year abroad in the USA next week!!!!!! She stops it after 6 months. I feel weird about it, I'M glad to see her again, but then agian I dunno whether it's a good decision, and which actually bothers me most is that I won't be coming home from Göttingen for one month this time because of all the exam stress! So even though she's back home I won't be able to see her for more than 3 weeks, after waiting 6 months! it's silly, realy. And I wnated to wait at the airport for her, but this so doesn't work out....I can't come home for this, it would cost me 50 € and I simply can't afford the time, I need to revise, revise, revise. Oh, and learn. (yes maia ;) so much I never took a look at)
Johanna just sent me a message that she had decided to study another semester in Vienna and that I can thus live in her room until the end of June. Yes!!! I feel so weird about it, cause I had halfy already said goodbye to the room and the flat and Julia and I already cried because of it! lol and now I got more time left than I've been living in it so far!
Life is good sometimes. :) Of course the sad moment of goodbye is only postponed, but I'm still happy. Just a bit worried whether my parents can afford it...260 € is not much for a shared flat in the city, but it's more than 200 €, and if I moved into the student's dorm I'd only pay around 200 €. there are even student dorms with only 120 € for a room! (it only has 10 square metres then, though, and is about 10 minutes from university, which is already much in göttingen ;) )
But yes, that's great and now I can enjoy the january without always thinking "these are the last days before you gotta move out"
Less wonderful is the essay I just wrote for Philosophy. Never in my life have I been writing such a fucked up, crazy bullshit! I talk about how morals could be seen as a being and we (mandkind) long ago chose to only stick to those moral rules that are good for how we work in a society, so that being moral is a combination between choosing the rules but still simply instinctively go along.
At the end I no longer knew what I was actually up to and I still don't know it now, which is why I decided to stop it and look at it again when i'm back in Göttingen since I don't have to hand it in before January 16.
lol I kinda always saywthis moral-planet in front of me, hanging somewhere in space close to the earth and every being always chooses its morals from it.
Oh, and yet another surprise: I learned that Friederike's returning from her year abroad in the USA next week!!!!!! She stops it after 6 months. I feel weird about it, I'M glad to see her again, but then agian I dunno whether it's a good decision, and which actually bothers me most is that I won't be coming home from Göttingen for one month this time because of all the exam stress! So even though she's back home I won't be able to see her for more than 3 weeks, after waiting 6 months! it's silly, realy. And I wnated to wait at the airport for her, but this so doesn't work out....I can't come home for this, it would cost me 50 € and I simply can't afford the time, I need to revise, revise, revise. Oh, and learn. (yes maia ;) so much I never took a look at)